I rarely ask for donations (gifts and sessions, yes, but not donations). I am, however, in a bit of a bind. Any amount will help. Paypal to mistress@mistresszaynab.com.
Thanks everyone who attended Sexpo last night. It was at times enjoyable and at times incredibly annoying. First, there was the performance debacle. The organizers told us that we could do a performance on stage. The other Priestesses and I rehearsed a great musical piece. We told them we'd need to do a sound check and that we had a keyboard. They said it was fine. They then got us onto stage in the middle of the event only to tell us that we could not in fact patch into the sound system with our keyboard and mics. We left the stage without performing. They had also told us that sound check was at 5pm. We waited until almost 7, when the pre-party had started in order to go back to Holy Mountain and get dressed. No sound check.
It was probably one of the least organized events in which I've ever participated! And I've done shows in lots of odd alternative venues. To top it off, some of the event's patrons were morons and assholes to put it mildly. What kind of lizard-brained garbage dweller thinks it's ok to move into a Lady's space, touch Her without permission, and worse yet, squeeze her ass? If I had $10 for every ass or boob grab that happened to one of Us, I'd have zero debt. And if one more drunk loser had asked me why I wasn't on the stage pole dancing (and told me it was a matter of low self-esteem when I replied that "Sorry, I'm not a dancer."), I would have gnawed his face off.
We had to deal with people trying to steal DVDs from our table, AND losing two great toys to thieving hands.
Had we made money I would have at least felt it was worth it. But we didn't even make back the cost of the booth with around 2000 people visiting our area over the course of the night. We offered services and DVDs and we were raffling off a $100 gift certificate. If only I could have sold just 100 DVDs it would have made it all worthwhile. (I wonder if anyone made any money? As we were leaving some guys were screaming, "Fuck this place. We didn't make a fucking dime!")
That said, the few serious subs and lifestylers I did meet were pleasant. I'm grateful for that. Little flashes of light in an otherwise darkly infuriating evening.
We won't be doing it again next year. It's not our audience. These people came to watch strippers and drool over boobies like 14-year-old boys.
We did however make one good connection which could lead to our very own large venue fetish event. Yay!
Anayway, enough complaining. If you were one of the nice ones who came by to greet the only Woman wearing a hijab at a sex convention, thank you.
MZ
Saturday, April 25, 2009
love for the Ladies
I just have to say that I absolutely LOVE the Women with whom I work. Mara and Lucinda are here in session. I love to watch them work. Lucinda slipped into a long slinky black jersey knit gown with Her hair piled into a loose bun and Her severe black pumps. Mara arrived prim and proper in gold summery formal and Mary Janes with knee socks. So adorable! The way they giggle and immediately take over the will of their sub, having him strip down to his pink panties, is a delight.
Miss Mara had a technical issue with Her Polaroid camera so I brought in mine, and I saw their boy all dolled up! How cute! Their humiliating banter is priceless. Mean Girls at their meanest.
I adore all the Women at Holy Mountain. This is the best job ever. A great way to spend a cloudy Saturday afternoon.
Yes, I am a mom. I have a teenager, no less (lives with his dad).
What do I want for Mother's Day?
1.)$2500 to spend as I please (most likely paying bills, but hey, it's peace of mind I need. I won't use the word desperate, but times are tough with some of My slaves being laid off of work.).
8.) Anything from My Amazon Wish List (especially those things marked highest priority).
Make your Mommy happy now, okay babycakes?
MZ
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
MZ at Chicago Sexpo
All of the Priestesses of Holy Mountain, Myself at the forefront, will be hosting a booth at this year's Chicago Sexpo.
WHEN: Wednesday, April 29, 9pm - 3am
WHERE: Excalibur Night Club, 632 N Dearborn, Chicago WHY: Meet all of the Dommes of Holy Mountain. Get a mini-session, and buy our DVDs and other lovely items. Holy Mountain's booth is on the 3rd floor, and we will be doing performances on the main stage throughout the night. Over 2000 guests are expected to attend! HOW MUCH: Tickets are just $25 (advance purchase ONLY) HOW DO YOU GET TICKETS?
Call us at (312)637-9391, ext. 0 (with your credit card inf0)
OR
PayPal $25 per ticket to devotees@holymountainchicago.com
OR
Send a money order for $25 per ticket to:
Holy Mountain 917 W. Washington Suite 143 Chicago, IL 60607
You will then get a confirmation # and instructions on where and how to pick up your ticket.
SPECIAL GUEST:
Become My very special sub (vss) for just $300. This includes your ticket to Sexpo, access to the VIP Inustry Only pre-party from 7pm - 9pm, multiple mini-sessions throughout the night, AND you get the extra special privilege of appearing with Us ON STAGE! There is only ONE vss package avaialable, so contact Us now!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
My new favorite YouTube video
Friday, April 17, 2009
Who wants to go shopping
I need someone to take Me shopping for a new outfit to wear to Chicago Sexpo.
I am hosting a booth there on April 29th. You'll be able to stop by and chat and set up appointments or get a mini-session at the club.
It takes place at Excalibur nightclub at 632 N Dearborn. Doors open at 9pm. My booth is on the top floor (of course).
Tickets are only $25! You can call me to reserve yours with a credit card (312-637-9391), send it via paypal to zaynab@holymountainchicago.com, or send a money order made out to to Holy Mountain, 917 W Washington, Suite 143, Chicago, IL 60607. I'll then send you your confirmation number and tell you how to pick up your actual ticket.
In the meantime, I need to get an alluring dress... or perhaps a bold red Sari... and SHOES! I need new shoes for the event. Oh, and panties and stockings... Wouldn't you like to help Me pick these out? Oh, and I could use a trip to the salon for further primping. C Salon and/or Spa Space are wonderful.
I am so looking forward to this event, I expect all of you to show your faces, kneel before Me and introduce yourselves! You won't get a chance like this very often. You'll even get to meet all of My Domme friends, all for the price of a cheap meal or a good magazine subscription.
For $300 your ticket will include the position of slave mascot, meaning you get mini sessions all night long, you can hang out with Us the entire time if you wish, and you'll get to be humiliated on stage in front of 1500 people as a part of our performance!
MZ
Monday, April 13, 2009
join Me for a special tea party...
This is a CFnm party, and subs will be expected to serve drinks, act as the tables and chairs, as well as participate in competitive games of humiliation as We see fit. One slave will be required to act as party decorator. This special position will mean an hour alone with all of the Dommes during which you help prepare for the party. This requires an additional $200 in tribute.
Priority is given to those who have previously sessioned at Holy Mountain. You will need to have a verifiable reference from a Pro Domme in order to participate, or you will need to meet with for a drink or coffee for a pre-screening interview.
There are only 12 slots available, and you must secure yours before April 16. The location and specific instructions will be sent to confirmed and paid participants on April 17 via e-mail (or you may call 312-637-9391 on the 17th if you do not have access to e-mail).
The Tea Party begins at 3:00 on Saturday, April 18. Tribute of $200 is required in advance, and can be paid in one of several different ways:
1.) via PayPal to devotees@holymountainchicago.com 2.) call 312-637-9391 (ext.0) with your credit/check card information and give that Mistress Zaynab (Visa, MC, AM Ex, and Discover are accepted) 3.) Send a money order made out to Holy Mountain to 917 W Washington, Suite 143, Chicago, IL 60607 (Checks are not accepted). 4.) If you have seen me before, you may present cash at the door.
Mistress Zaynab
Saturday, April 11, 2009
new fantasy
I've been thinking a lot about chastity lately. As Saiva, chastity is seen as a method toward both enlightenment and greater sexual power. I love the idea of being in complete control of someone's sexual urges, guiding them on this spiritual journey. My newest fantasy involves a chastity device, and a long term financial slave.
We begin with some trust exercises involving blindfolds, journeys, and breathing techniques to get you relaxed. I take you through the rules and positions I need to teach you so that your behavior meets My standards.
Next, I bring out the device that you have had shipped to My address. It's a chrome CB3000, nice and shiny, and very appealing to my rat-like sensibilities. I instruct you to kneel in front of Me and I hold it at eye level. I show you My key. I explain the concepts of asceticism and outline in detail the tantric significance of chastity, and how it will benefit your life.
"If you accept this device, it means that I am in complete control of your cock. You will not be allowed to pleasure yourself in any way without My explicit permission. In order to be allowed to masturbate you must kneel before Me and beg to be released from chastity. The privilege of such freedom will only be allowed in front of My eyes, as you perform for My amusement. When I am done with you the device will be locked once again and your chastity will begin again for whatever length of time I see fit. I am under no obligation to grant your request to pleasure yourself. I will keep you chaste for as long as I wish, be it days, weeks, or months."
You indicate that you agree. I tell you you are allowed to perform for Me once before your first period of chastity. You masturbate as I watch. I command you to hold off your orgasm until after I give My permission. We go through the process of a full session, and I periodically stop you to tease you mercilessly and make you perform for Me. Toward the end of the session I give your permission to release onto a saucer. I then make you lick up every drop (this is also a significant tantric practice. No semen should ever be wasted).
"Are you ready to accept your life as a chaste ascetic?" I ask. You agree. "And do you accept Me as your ultimate Guru, in complete control of your sexuality?" You do.
I help you to attach the chastity device, and with the click of the lock, you are mine. I have the key. There is no turning back.
I instruct you to visit Me once each week. Sometimes I will allow you the freedom of pleasuring yourself, and other times I will deny it. It depends entirely upon what I feel is best. You will keep a journal for Me with notes on how chastity is affecting your existence.
At times you will call or write to beg that I see you and set you free for just a short while. I then tell you that you may beg and bribe Me when your urges get too intense to bear. If I deny you, I may have a price... It's up to you to discover what that is, be it a gift or cash or a particular action.
It is My plan that such a relationship would continue for at least one year, that you may learn good self control and begin to reap the benefits of your new lifestyle. In the meantime we would discover new activities that we both enjoy together within the BDSM realm. Perhaps pain can replace pleasure as your favorite sensation? Or perhaps you will find it delightfully meditative and humbling to act as My eunuch servant? Perhaps, if it suits both of our desires, I will work toward softening your skin and changing your hormonal make-up to make you more and more androgynous. All of this would depend on the type of relationship we create.
If this a journey you wish to embark upon, and you can make My fantasy come true, write to Me now.
MZ
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
a performance
I found this pic of a recent performance today and thought I'd share. I'm the Woman on the right.
Mistress Zaynab shares her experiences, thoughts,
and musings.
