Mistress Zaynab's
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Saturday, August 11, 2007
e-mail trouble
I am currently having issues with My e-mail. Patience is a virtue.
MZ
Thursday, August 09, 2007
nothing worse
I must share with you one bit of information that is key to being a good slave or servant to a Dominant Woman. Worse than having to say "no" to your Mistress is a failure to communicate your limitations. It is not favorable to deny a Woman's wish or expectation, but it is far worse to realize that you cannot fulfill a promise and therefore fall off the face of the earth!
If you tell Mistress you will do something and you find out that it is not possible, you must ALWAYS tell Her the moment you make this discovery. Do not avoid Her because you do not wish to disappoint Her. Face the music. I am interested in servants, submissives, slaves - NOT COWARDS!
With the exception of a few, I am so often disappointed by all these so-called slaves. And now Mistress is in a foul mood. I am certain a REAL slave will be able to cheer Me.
MZ
Sunday, August 05, 2007
make Me happy
It has been a while since My last entry.
First, Lughnasadh/Lammas was last week - the celebration of the first harvest. It found Me happily munching on effigies of men made of grains fruits and nuts. Their delicate bits and heads were the first to go.
Secondly, there are several small things that would make me quite happy right now. I need filters for my air purifier (see wish list). I also would love someone to commit to a monthly gift basket full of My favorite personal items. My facial cleanser and moisturizer, razors, shaving foam, soaps, lotions, make-up, etc. (see My day-to-day wish list, or ask Me for specific brands). I would like a case of Steaz Energy drink delivered every two weeks as well. It has fast become My beverage of choice. It can be ordered on-line or purchased from Whole Foods. I also have become exceptionally fond of Larabar snacks and cases of these in Lemon, Cinnamon Roll, Ginger Snap, and Jocolat would be lovely. I need a gift certificate to Mirror Mirror salon (or any other good salon in the Loop or West Loop area) in order to get my hair colored and cut. There are a few household improvements I'd like to make - some painting and lowering my stage curtains.
I would also like to sign up for a number of classes this fall. The Discovery Center seems to have a few interesting courses. A class called "Soaring," which takes students up in a glider high above the world (how delightful!), as well as piano lessons, and Indian "Bollywood" dance classes. I would also enjoy drawing classes, just to get back into the habit, and some language courses... I'd really love to attend the Goethe Institute to refine My German speaking and writing skills. They have wonderful programs! Above all I want to learn new things this fall. Learning makes Me happy.
On a larger scale I'd like to find a slave who will finance a new space to be used exclusively by the ArtDommes (for art and Domination, or course!). There happens to be a nice loft that just opened up in My building. Rent and utilities on that space would make one special slave Our collective dedicated houseboy. The possibilities while in such a position could be mind blowing. I must be clear that I want no one to live in the space. It would be for sessions and art-making only. However it would make occasional overnight sessions very convenient.
And of course the biggest happiness would come from purchasing My farm. I'm still working on that.
Oh and one selfless wish. There's a child who's birthday is coming up and I'd like to be able to give him a specific gift (something quite unique) for which he's been wishing... One hundred dollars sent My way expressively for this purpose would be a welcome gift.
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Oh, and I nearly forgot. I was bitten by a spider and had an allergic reaction. I had to have minor surgery to have the area drained as it was forming an abscess. I give you these horrid details only to warn you that if you see Me I may have a bandage on My thigh, or perhaps some bruising from the scalpel wound as well as from injections of numbing agent. Do not be concerned. It looks worse than it feels. Avoid the area if giving Me a massage as I cannot let lotions and oils irritate it.
My chauffeur will be driving Me across the Midwest next weekend for a visit to relatives, so I may be difficult to reach from Thursday through Monday. But I'll be back again next week.
MZ
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