Mistress Zaynab's
Diary
Friday, June 29, 2007
feet
I thought I might take a moment, away from my complaints and praises to talk about Me. Specifically, I'd like to tell you more about My feet.
My feet have to be the parts of Me that are most receptive to touch. My nervous system is set alight with pleasure at the right kind of foot rub. When someone is performing a pedicure, when done right, I close My eyes and imagine tiny creatures carefully grooming each nail with expert teeth and claws (My love of rats exposes itself here - as they do in reality give good pedicures). It sends excitement up my spine and I cannot help but smile or moan. It is a sensation like no other.
The phrase "foot job" means something entirely different to Me than it might to others. When I hear the words I think of adept hands caressing, rubbing. I think one might easily "jerk off" My peds until I'm absolutely insane with pleasure.
These feet at the end of My legs are even more sensitive after a good soak and scrub. And nothing compares to the feeling of a warm wet mouth enveloping my toes on a cold day (or a warm day for that matter).
The surest way to into My favor is to know how to please a foot. I'd recommend learning a bit about both massage and reflexology. Of course, buying things for the feet is also always welcome. A woman can never have too many shoes, and there is no such thing as a foot rub that last too long...
MZ
dis-grace
In contrast to the absolutely lovely afternoon I spent with a good slave on Thursday, today's slave made an assumption that no slave should ever make. He arrived without presenting tribute, or so much as a gift. Now, I have been known to occasionally allow slaves to serve without tribute, if I have need of their specific skills or talents. But that must be arranged well in advance with a clear understanding. And as far as I can tell this particular slave was not particularly talented at anything - a very average specimen (as is typically the case - those with least to offer think the most of themselves). I resolved the situation without issue, and tribute was made, but needless to say I did not put the energy or creativity into the session I normally would. My carefully laid plans went out the window and I was on the verge on banishing this slave at every turn. The slave was quite lucky that I allowed him to stay for even a moment. Such a faux pas lacks all class and reverence. I'm tempted to believe it faux-naïf. A passive aggressive act. However I did not let My anger overwhelm Me. After all, My wrath was what this slave may have been attempting to incite, and I'd not give him the satisfaction.
Mistress spends a lot of time in advance of a session to plan and prepare. A slave should never make assumptions. The rules and instructions I set out in your first session will apply to every session until I say otherwise.
Otherwise, I received a beautiful designer dress from Trasteverine this week thanks to slave clare, and a lovely pair of Italian flats from slave chris. Aside from a very understandable cancellation, all in all it was a very nice week. As My good slaves know, those who are reverent and generous (which means different things for different slaves), are often treated to My own generosity, and I might even say affection. But it must be earned. One should never EVER expect it. Expect it and you will not be invited to serve again. Some forget that serving Me is a privilege. There are dozens lined up awaiting My attention. I don't have to see anyone. And it's not all about money, either. I have turned away rich slaves who I did not feel fit My needs.
Lesson: If anything is in question, ASK. I am only an e-mail away.
MZ
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
bra disaster and other updates
I was disheartened today to see that My favorite bra had been crushed beneath the weight of my lingerie basket (gasp). Should anyone wish to replace it, it is a Victoria Secret "Angels Secret Embrace Push-Up" in matte black, size 34B. In other lingerie news, I would also adore a new pair of tie-up stockings from Agent Provocateur in black, size medium.
I have also been updating My general wish list here.
ArtDommes.com seems to be doing fairly well so far. I'm trying to cook up another social engagement in July. I also want to update My web presence a bit. I have some new photos that I'll be uploading behind the veil soon.
I'm also involved in the opening of a film in New York and Chicago in July (a documentary that I produced). I will let a select number of you know about this soon. But for now I'm off to the art store to pick up a new notebook. Being a connoisseur of absolutely everything, I, of course, have to get the harder to find Spanish brand called Miquelrius (DCK Design). Those who know Me know that I am very specific in My tastes and preferences. In fact, I cannot even find some of My own fetishes on the web.
Today's slave was called away on a family emergency, so I'm keeping Myself occupied with writing and taking some photos. The creative urge cannot wait for My ideal new camera (the coveted Leica D-Lux 3 on My wish list). I pulled an old one off the shelf and will make do for now. If you're thirsty you'll drink tap water even when you much prefer bottled.
I'm restless. Off I go. Be well.
MZ
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
eureka!
My dear slaves and on-lookers,
Mistress awoke this morning with a plan and determination.
As you may have read some time ago, My Grandmother is having a problem. My grandfather passed away and and she is stuck with many medical bills. She is going to have to sell Our family farm this fall in order to pay for them. This breaks My heart. I cannot bear the thought of never being able to stay at the country home of My childhood.
I awoke this morning with a single thought. I will acquire the land and create a private pastoral artists' retreat in Missouri. Unfortunately, I do not currently have the funds to make the purchase. I am in need of an investor, or two. Arrangements for extended sessions on the retreat could be part of the perks of becoming an investor, along with eliminating any need for tribute for sessions here in Chicago.
If you are able to invest, it is the right thing to do. It would mean saving a part of My life that is ever so precious to Me, and being part of something that will allow people from all over the world to appreciate this beautiful segment of the earth that is relatively untouched and absolutely quiet. There is nothing comparable to being in untamed territory, and I am certain it will inspire painters, sculptors, photographers, and writers, among others.
After the purchase is made, I will also need workers to help fix up the place and build a few small cabins and studios on the land as well (I'm thinking a studio complex would be nice where the old barn currently sags). I know I will find plenty of helping hands among you.
MZ
Friday, June 15, 2007
a note from a dear friend
I just received the following e-mail:
"so my very talented boyfriend brian frank is getting rid of the last
of his Gen-Art winning (1st in Avant Garde design) clothing line,
Trasteverine.
right now there are only two sizes of this amazing dress called the
"chakora" (the 9th picture, #410, on the website www.trasteverine.com,
under Fall 2006)
there is a size medium and a size large. please note these sizes run
very small. i, historically skinny, am a medium usually in Trasteverine.
the only people who have this dress are me and Chloe Sevigney (she is
a medium too.)
this dress retails at $900, but brian will go down to $200 OR your
best offer (he is very reasonable). he is just struggling at the
moment---between jobs--and wants to get rid of this stuff and begin
anew."
Someone needs to purchase this amazing dress for Me in size large. I must have the same dress as My all-time favorite actress, Chloe Sevigney, AND I do want to help a friend. Two birds, as they say. It is an opportunity that must not be missed. Do it now or it will be gone! Contact brianandrewfrank@gmail.com
MZ
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
fair warning
I am going on a brief vacation. I will not have access to the internet for one week beginning tomorrow, June 6.
MZ
|
Mistress Zaynab shares her experiences, thoughts,
and musings.
previous posts
MYspace
UPdates
many thanks
Birthday Approaches
away for a bit, and a musing.
vulnerable for a moment.
a clarification and more
get into the film business
BIRTHDAY!!!
e-mail trouble
archives
March 2005
April 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
|
