Mistress Zaynab's
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
Approaching Equinox
To all who read here:
The autumnal equinox approaches and it is time to rearrange My stable once again. It should be noted that I am only accepting applications from potential slaves who wish to find a long term Mistress to whom they can commit. Those who seriously crave such a position should be certain to clearly voice this wish before September 23.
As I have hinted, this turning point of the year means I will be spending some time rearranging My web site to include a private area accessible only to an elite group of servants. It will include a number of video clips which I have been shooting and assembling over the past years, as well as photos, and even some first hand accounts of service to Me contributed by devotees. This will not be a membership site accessible to anyone with a credit card. It will be My private locked and protected scrapbook available only to those whom I deem worthy to view it.
By September 23, I hope to have in place My most select group of servants who shall be at My feet throughout the long cold winter and beyond. After such time, it will become more and more difficult for others to meet Me, as I will have little use for new pets. So again, if you wish to be considered, speak now.
As I have grown as a Dominant Woman over the past years, I have begun to understand exactly what I want in My slaves. I will accept nothing less. In My experiences, I have happened upon males who come to Me to fulfill their fantasies, without regard for My own. This is something I can no longer tolerate. No amount of tribute is worth setting aside My own personal likes and desires, and experience has shown that I do not need to. I have become a connoisseur of pets and servants. I can see into the submissive heart and find that special resonance that tells Me this one will be mine.
Paramount is that certain attitude which says, “these are the things that I enjoy, but most of all I enjoy whatever pleases my Mistress.” The insight into My pets’ desires gives me a palette to work with in rewarding good behavior. In regard to fear, My slave’s biggest fear will always be displeasing Me, not because I will hurt him physically, but because he will be the cause of disappointment. My most valued property will become ecstatic merely seeing Me smile. I have met a select few of these types of slaves, and it has made me even more demanding and discerning in My selection of fresh devotees.
I can reshape a body, I can teach new skills, abilities, and tolerances, and I can train bad habits away, but a servile attitude is something that is built into the right males. I suppose if I spent enough time and energy on any slave I could shape his psyche in this way. After all, even the most resistant of men can be broken. But when I see the spirit of a good pet in the eyes and heart of a male, I will keep him under My feet for quite some time.
The other type of slave that I find appealing is the blank canvas. This type of slave comes to me and follows every order as if I were in fact his own brain. His psyche is wide open. He puts up no resistance. This type will cooperate with any position, experiment, task, humiliation… This kind can be trained to respond to My voice to such an extreme that his body will function by My command. His mouth and throat will open wide to receive My hand, and when I say “urinate,” there will be no way that he can stop himself from doing so. When I place him under a toilet seat, he is a toilet. When I prop My feet up on his back he is a foot stool. When I pose him, he’s a model. Euphoria to this kind of slave is being stripped of all control. These become My medium for creativity, and they are the ones I call when a perverse new idea strikes.
I am truly blessed to have in My possession both kinds of submissives. I am putting out the call for perhaps one or two more. I am open to the possibility that there are still other types out there that I’ve yet to meet, who will please Me just as well. However, as I said, I’ve grown to know just what I like.
Friday, August 11, 2006
away
I will be away until Tuesday afternoon, and will have limited access to the Internet. Patience is a virtue greatly valued.
MZ
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