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Sunday, July 17, 2005
for those who long from far away
My servants, there are those who live in far off places and who ache to become closer to this Mistress. Poor dears, do not dispair. If you make tribute to Me via My web site, or send an agreed-upon gift, I will send you something very special. I will create a new voice recording in MP3 format. You may not know this about your Mistress, but I have the facilities to create very high quality monologues. Imagine My voice speaking directly to you, and only you, through your headphones. Close your eyes and imagine Me standing above you, speaking your name, giving you instructions, commanding you, and guiding your life. Download Me into your MP3 player and listen to My voice as you go about your day.
E-mail Me at Mistress@MistressZaynab.com for a personalized whisper in your ear. I can include other items as well - the panties I wore while I made the recording, My stockings, or a smear of My lipstick. I may be able to arrange to send a vial of my golden nectar.
Now you see, you need not be so disappointed if you cannot serve Me here at My loft. Just e-mail Me your most submissive fantasy, and I will give you further instructions. I could control your entire life from afar if you are overwhelmed with devotion. I am not opposed to intense long distance, weekly, or daily servitude.
I prefer to be served in person, but I am not a cruel Woman. I can accomodate those unlucky slaves who are unable to visit Me. After all, it brings Me one step closer to My goal of world Domination.
your benevolent Dictator,
Mistress Zaynab
Friday, July 15, 2005
a unique opportunity
My dear subbies, get in line. For a limited amount of time, I will be offering expanded sessions - up to 24 hours in length. August 2 - 6 only.
Contact Me immediately for a reservation.
experience awaits,
Mistress Zaynab
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
open letter
Dear devotee,
"They can very well try to find each other; they will never find anything but parodic images, and they will fall asleep as empty as mirrors."
"Love and life appear to be separate only because everything on earth is broken apart by vibrations of various amplitudes and durations. "
-Georges Bataille
Bataille founded the Acéphale Society in the early 1940s, from which stemmed the Order of Acéphale.
You have longing.
You seek purpose. Some raison d'etre that proves that your life is not just empty gestures.
I have no promises to give you, except that if you make the decision within yourself to obey Me, I can direct you, and offer a singular focus to subsume all other wants, acts, reasons.
This takes work on your part. Servitude is not passive.
What do you want? All other desires sublimated to the one wish to serve Me? The meaning of your life on the head of a pin? All rationale distilled into one single word - Mistress.
I seek a slave who understands the value and privilege in such an existence. I can train you.
There are 12 virtues which I would like to train you to understand inside and out. Not only will they make a suitable slave, they will make you a better person.
They are Faith, Courage, Honesty, Respect, Perseverance, Forgiveness, Gratitude, Patience, Generosity, Discipline, Compassion, and Humility.
I will test all twelve of the virtues in you many times until you are perfectly trained and molded into the person I want you to be.
your new Owner,
Mistress Zaynab
Frisky and Daydreaming
Oh My dear subbies I'm feeling a bit hyper, after having to very regrettably forgo a session this evening. I put on my sneakers, and I have the sudden urge to kick and jump all over someone. This is not My usual style, of course, but we all go through different moods. I just want to break My usual subtle seduction for a moment and stomp about in a short skirt, a thong, and gym shoes, hair pulled back into a flippy floppy pony-tail, listening to the moans and yelps of a willing victim.
Your Mistress has many creative endeavors under way in the so-called mundane world. Almost too many to count. I am a Mistress of many faces. Some of you may have been wondering what I do when I'm not being served by My stable.
I am a Movie Producer. I am also a Writer, and a Print and Web Designer. I also Teach others how to Create. I currently have two feature length movie scripts, two documentaries, a rock musical, a book, and several web sites in the works. My life is full. Dominating inferior males is just the icing on My chocolate chocolate chip cupcake. And sometimes, to My dismay, the myriad of other projects step in the way of My fun. Meetings crop up, opportunities present themselves at odd times.
I contruct My life in a way that I have to answer to no one. I sleep when I wish, I work when I wish, and run off to other cities and countries when I wish. These are the priveledges of the position of Domainant Woman and Priestess of the Order of Acéphale.
Even so, I am ceaselessly greedy. I find that I'm missing one thing that I desire. The one thing that will make My world a personal utopia. That is a true patron slave. A person who will, without question or complaint, submit his entire existence to My comfort and amusement. A person who will devote himself to making certain that I have everything I desire, the moment I desire it - whether that be a full body massage, a pedicure, my dishes washed, my toilet scrubbed, an endulgent shopping trip, or a new tool for my creative work. He will work and toil only to make certain that I am never wanting. Like I said, I am greedy and like the bratty Veruca Salt, I want him now! But I need not keep bemoaning this fact. I'm certain, My devoted servant you do exist and will make your intentions known. The moment you give yourself over to Me, your life will be blessed. I will mold you into My ideal submissive, whose only limits are those that I impose. I am very much looking forward to your training. In fact, I am growing impatient with waiting.
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