Mistress Zaynab's
Diary
Thursday, June 30, 2005
a slave ruined with fear is less than worthless
Hello once again. This evening your Mistress is feeling a bit down. You see, I get very frustrated when I put My energy into a new slave, and then, for one reason or another, that slave decides that he or she cannot follow through with his or her commitment to Me.
This Mistress has a longing for a new slave who is loyal. A slave who will turn the direction of his or her life over to Me. I expect a slave who eats what I tell him to eat, follows when I direct his daily rituals, and above all takes pleasure in obeying My every command. I wish for a devotee whom I can train and mold into My ideal servant and plaything.
Ah, but this is a rare occurrence, isn't it?
Alright. Enough of that.
How about an account of one of My recent sessions?
Recently I had the pleasure of meeting a submissive who's limits were few. I had this lowly pig on all fours with his rump to the sky. I slipped on the rubber gloves, and applied a liberal amount of lube. After stretching him out a bit with a large cucumber, I went for the bananas he had brought along for his session. Bananas, as it turns out, are just the right kind of slippery. I shoved the first one deep inside, until it completely disappeared. Wondering just how far it went, I pressed my fingers together, and slipped all five inside of him to fish out the fruit. His hole relaxed and let Me in, but the deeper I pushed inside, the more his muscles involuntarily tried to expel Me. I did not relent. I explored the cavernous gape and found the object I sought. The poor dear whimpered and cried, and could not help but piss himself because of the intensity. I placed a glass under him, instructing him not to allow it to spill. He did such a good job filling it as My hand expanded against all of his internal organs. I set the golden refreshment aside for later in the session.
Fisting is a very satisfying form of play. There's something thrilling about having a submissive so open and receptive. In that moment I know that he is thinking of nothing else. He is focused on what I'm doing, completely void of all distraction.
There is more, but it's getting late, and I feel a bit down, despite the fulfilling nature of My interactions.
Who will give himself to Me completely? Who is not ruined with fear and laziness?
Mistress Zaynab
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Away
My dear subbies, I have so much to tell about the last month. I have had many diary-worthy experiences. I am afraid, however, that you must wait a bit longer. I will be away and not answering My e-mail for the next ten days or so. I return June 18.
Until later, pray to My image. Pray that I will respond to you, and perhaps, if your thoughts are clear and true in their devotion, your prayers will be answered in time. I'll make you wait, but in waiting your need to serve will grow even stronger.
leaving you hungry for more,
Mistress Zaynab
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