Mistress Zaynab's
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Thursday, March 31, 2005
to new aquaintences
I see that My new domain has attracted a great number of potential slaves, and now it is up to the Mistress to be selective. Ah, the thrill of having so many at my feet.
First, I shall talk just a little about my philosophy of Domination. You see I was born with a sense of entitlement, and a sense of Superiority. I have always found that certain individuals respond well to this, and will follow My lead into all sorts of perversions. These are willing players, giving themselves over to all My games of pleasure. It is a fine balance. There are those born to serve and obey. Their very cores cry out to bow in worship to another. Then there are those born to be served and to pull and seduce others beyond their own narrow limits into new ways of experiencing their bodies and the world around them. I do not mean this happens simply within the confines of a "session," as even before I discovered the idea of D/s I was luring my playthings into all sorts of mischief. I believe Dominant Women to be a conduit to something beyond the mundane world. Each has Her own specific style, and each a particular connection to the sacred. For over 16 years I have chosen to explore this connection, learning from a few very gifted teachers. A little over five years ago I began to explore ways of attracting receptive devotees and playthings aching to submit. This is when I eased my way into the role of Pro Domina.
Some are quite surprised that I can be so soft spoken. I find that quiet mystery is an effective tool. The anxiety of searching your Mistress's face and body language for validation can be intoxicating. I enjoy using this anxiety to tease and manipulate My slaves. I learned, even as a child, that the less one speaks the more others listen when words are spoken.
And what of My desires as a Domina? First, I should never have to do work that I find unappealing. I should expend My energy and creativity only on those things I enjoy doing. This is why it is imperative that I own house slaves. These slaves take care of minor household tasks such as sweeping, mopping, doing dishes, and scrubbing the bathroom, leaving Me time for My creative endeavors. I expect my slaves to work in the nude, as I find amusement in watching naked bodies move about My loft. Sometimes, I will put a pair of My panties on a slave to make him feel pretty and feminine. Those who's work meets my standards are rewarded.
Secondly, I require a lot of pampering. A Mistress deserves to be showered with gifts, and lavished with attention in the form of foot rubs, long baths, and full body massages. I am very responsive to touch and a slave can hear Me moan with delight when he rubs Me the right way. This in itself should be considered a great reward. I do not allow just anyone to touch Me, and a slave must acknowledge that to do so is a great privilege. And there is nothing more satisfying than seeing my slaves humbled on the ground before me, worshipping my feet, cleaning them with their tongues.
Other than this, I enjoy using my slaves as material in my dark performances. I delight in making a spectacle of the human form. I call My art "Theater Viscera." It is always erotic, and sometimes disturbing. At it's most extreme it is bloody, bruised, and gruesome, but sometimes it is simply an exploration of orifices and a human's tolerance for humiliation and complete exposure. The element of exhibitionism is what makes it most enjoyable for Me. In my studies as a Priestess I happened upon a special knowledge regarding the power of images. I think of My videos, photos, and web cam performances as a funnel for delightful and empowering erotic energy.
If I had my way I would do this all for free. But a Mistress must maintain Her high standard of living somehow. Still, as a token, all future web cam shows will be 100% complimentary and available to anyone who happens onto this web site. I am awaiting my next willing victim.
This is no more than My expounding upon what is already found within this web site. On future dates, I will describe sessions I have enjoyed, and elaborate on My more specific fantasies and wishes. Until then, it is time for you to take the next step. Fill out my slave application form and let us begin our work together.
My breath in your ear,
Mistress Zaynab
Monday, March 28, 2005
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